Toughest part in life was accepting the fact that there was a problem with my confidence. I hate and didn't want to admit it. Embarrassed of that fact and when ego came knocking, it was game over. I battled it out although at the back of my mind the white flag was already raised.
It took a while to built up the confidence. It took longer just to admit that I had issues that requires immediate attention. Friends couldn't help neither family or love ones. It was a battle that I need to fight on my own and had to take the risk of either I give up or I die trying which I took the latter....
Things were getting bad. I had no choice but to move forward and find all possible ways and means to solve my issues. Motivational books and CDs. Online motivational dialogues, pay per tips etc. Even Rocky Balboa (all 5 parts) couldn't bring humpty together again.
After so many attempts that hit rock bottom and embarrassment that goes without saying, I finally found it. I remembered the saying always go back to your roots and I did just that just like what Bagger Vance said.
I used an old but used facility which I've left so many years. I started my recuperation and after several hours I found it.... I found what I was searching for. Nothing fancy and it was rough and tough but I did it. I did it over and over again until I am assured that I know it by heart and I know I wouldn't loose it anymore...
The perfect swing... Isn't golf amazing.... Everyday is an adventure.. Its like a box of butang baju melayu you never gonna know what colour you find.
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